life is but a contradiction.. spending time looking for that you cannot have, that you want.. but when u think you've finally found it.. you spend the next stretch trying hard to match it, to keep it.. some say simplicity is bliss, but bliss does not equate happiness.. always thought that finding it would bring about the state of euphoria... only to realise that it has to come from within oneself... seeking out the self that would ultimately bring about that blithe disregard for all else..